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The life of a fiendish schizophrenic.

Thursday, November 07, 2002

Its up to you in the end. Think about yourself, do you even care? You are making yourself look really bad, do you think your wishes for a fight make you look hard? Tae Kwon Do... please. If you took karate, you would understand that you shouldn't go around trying to pick fights with people. Either that or you haven't learned enough from your experiences. I'm not here to make your decisions for you, but your bloodlust needs to be calmed. Actually, go ahead, fight on, and after the fight is over, realize what you've done.

Honestly, I was very offended when you said that I couldn't kick his little ass. All I have to do is BOING him with my rubber butt and he'll be knocked down.

Good luck, do you really believe you can seriously kick his ass when it comes down to it? You sure do have a lot of confidence, but think realistically, you are overvaluing yourself. Calm down before you get hurt.

Okay. Finding MYSELF on a banner and an avatar in a message board that I barely even knew existed is very degrading. Has the people that has seen those pictures even knew who I was? Did they? Hardly not. They could have thought, "Oh.. look at that slut on that guy's banner. What a whore." I tried my best to keep my reaction to that on a limit, because I have friends in .half. I care about a lot of the people in your crew, and just because one idiot did something that really, really pissed me off, doesn't mean I should just drop the friendships that I have with the SFians and bring out the gloves. I'm a physical and violent person, I'll admit it. So, after talking to Benji earlier today, I basically cooled off and let everything slide.

Until...

I get home, go on the computer, etc etc. I see that Rage is online, so I become somewhat curious and check out his profile. Shockingly, I found another ass picture in his profile. HE EVEN LINKED IT FROM MY OWN SERVER. And you know what? That mad me sooooo mother fucking heated, that I didn't care anymore if I started a physical fight with Rage. I no longer CARED about what people thought of me--if they became scared of me--annoyed by me--disgusted--ashamed. I was just PISSED.

Why in the green hell would you even keep that picture in your profile, anyways, Rage? From my resources, you happen to have a girlfriend. Doesn't she care? Don't you care? At all? That person from my comments section [heaven knows who he/she is.] asked me if I cared. Damn right I care. Why would I be so pissed off if I didn't care? Why would I come to the edge of challenging this guy to a duel if didn't care? I would rather make a fool of MYSELF than have someone else do it FOR ME. Someone that I don't even know. Me...? Look hard? Bwah! If only you knew. And yes, I admit that I picked this fight, but this shit wouldn't be happening right now if Rage used his fucking BRAIN and just got rid of that one, single link. That's all I wanted.

"I haven't learned enough from my own experiences"? Do you even know me? Well. Either you're one of my friends, backstabbing me in the back... because you know every little thing that I did and everything about me... and you're doing this for kicks to "make me look bad"---or maybe you're another fanboy? Hah! I highly doubt it. So... it MUST be DOOR NUMBER THREE! Ahh, yes. The door that leads to a person SHOVING words into my mouth, in attempt to win this useless argument. Reverse psychology doesn't work with me, honey. "I'm not here to make your decisions for you, but your bloodlust needs to be calmed. Actually, go ahead, fight on, and after the fight is over, realize what you've done.--Smart... very smart. You're trying to get me and whoever else is reading this to think that you're the "good guy" or the "peace maker" and then you say something along the lines of, "Go ahead and fight and make yourself look like an idiot." How controversial.

At least I have the guts to show my "face" when I say this shit. I didn't make an "annonamus" screen name on the SF boards and started flaming. No, I showed my identity. But with you? No email, no website, nothing. I don't even know who you are. And why do you care so much about this fued? Do you benefit from it? I could understand if you are one of Rage's trustworthy and loyal friends, but I cannot understand it if you're just doing this for kicks and giggles. And behind that mask? Please. At least I have the guts to make myself look bad. You can't even show your "face" when you say shit like that to me.

"It's up to me in the end"

Since when did we determine which side is the "end"? Couldn't Rage have stopped this just by highlighting that single link on his profile, pressing the "delete" button on his keyboard and ended the whole fued? By being so utterly stupid, he basically signed himself up for this. He did this to himself, using a picture that doesn't even belong to him, while USING that person's own server to flaunt that PERSONs picture around the internet. Heaven forbid.

And Tae Kwon Do is different from Karate, my dear. Two different techniques from two whole different countries. :)

Would you like to continue this? Because sweetheart, I've only warmed up my engines. My gas tank is full and I am ready for some B-B-B-BUUURNING. Flame me up baby, and hold nothing back. Heat is my specialty.

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